Min-Series of Diary 2002. It seems that I have a good month of documentation.
November 7, 2002
I need to get out of here and feel like I am going nuts! I do not have much money. Last night, I felt my Mom caressing my hands and I wasn’t near a window. I am getting in touch with my anger regarding my Mom not doing much regarding her living situation. If she gotten her own place, maybe she would be around today. I am not for sure. God took her when it was her time. I feel bad for her last couple of years. I hope she realized that I worked really hard to get her a better place to live
October 6, 2016
There are 5 Stages of Grief and men and women grieve differently. This entry, I was just angry and questioning the what if’s. But now, I understand that it was just my Mom’s time to pass away and no matter where she lived it was bound to happen.
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