Mini-Series of diary 2002
December 31, 2002 (CONT)
I think attending Lake Harriet Spiritual Community has reinforces my decision to become a healer. I want to further my interest in possible southwest, Reiki. I believe moving to Seattle, opened up my eyes to a totally new way of thinking and beliefs. I am a good student, if I discipline myself, but I do not think the reason was schooling at the University of Washington for Graphic Design. I’ve been telling myself, that I should have a baby, before an illness makes me incapable someday.
October 11, 2016
I lived in Seattle, twice, the first time was in 1997-2000. I never did have a child. I thought that first I needed to finish my career first (NEVER finished BA, but close) Then I always believe that there should be a husband, that it wouldn’t be fare to my child. When I was a young girl, I was more interested in a career, and felt someday I would adopt. That dream has been crushed since no one will ever give me a decent paying job.
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