Mini-Series of diary or 2002
January 8, 2003
I need structure and will start the Healing Certificate on Friday. I do not feel ready and am having difficulty comprehending, plus I cannot really afford the $30 per week. Everything bores me except travelling. In order to be able to move out-of-state, I need to be able to let people into my lives. Until then, I want to continue grief counseling, obtain a healing certificate, obtain a Reiki Master level. plus intuition, psychic and past lives. I was excited to read all these books, but lost motivation and started getting headaches. I am seldom in the present moment and use to enjoy school and reading. I wish I had the compassion and the strong will, like when I was younger. I miss that life. Now, I do not feel like I can accomplish much.
October 13, 2016
BEST NEWS EVER! My brother finally received my brother and my Mom’s headstones yesterday. Also, about this entry. Shortly after my Mom’s death in 2002, I began having migraines on the left side of my head for 6 months straight and starting having issues with my memory. I had to be checked for seizures in my brain , but it was determined to be suffering from severe stress. Of course this is related to the stress of my Mom passing away.
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