Bequeath 2002

Mini-Series of Diary 2002

January 25, 2003 (CONT)

It has been 3 months since my Mom’s death and cannot recall the last time I felt her presence in my room. She loves me and came to help me through this hard time. It feels strange not to have her in my life.  She wouldn’t have left me alone if something was wrong. I attended a meeting at the library and felt my Mom wanted me to go. A woman told me to let go.  I feel I have been getting non-physical help from my guides, teacher, Universe. I am not sure, but am VERY THANKFUL from the bottom of my heart. My therapist told me there has been a shift since my Mom’s passing and it’s true. Sometimes when I am happy and my irish eyes are smiling, I feel so much like my Mom. I sometimes feel her love and personality come through me. She did bequeath, or whatever, her love to me. When she was in the hospital, she told me she talked to God and she wanted to talk to me. She told me when she passes or dies, not for sure of exact wording, but her love will come through me. I know my Mother will never leave me.

October 19, 2016

Well, it has been 14 years to the day of my Mom’s passing. I feel she will always be watching over me. One time when I lived in Spokane 2004-2005, I attended a group there . The guy facilitating the group told me that my Mom comes around in times of necessity or danger.