“It is A Shame to Die So Young” 2002

Mini-Series of diary 2002

January 27, 2003

I had an upsetting dream about my Mom. It was a sunny day and she was at a park. She was moving around a picnic table and seem to be in her own world.  At a distance ,  I told her that I missed her and wanted to give her a hug, but couldn’t.  She wasn’t even aware that I was even there. Then I heard a voice in my dream, that was not hers, “It is a shame to die so young.” I do not know what this dream meant. After 3 months of being deceased, my Mom has accepted this, but I cannot.  I feel her presence slipping away from me as each day goes by. Now instead of nightly, it is once a week.I think she wants me to move on with my life.

October 23, 2016

Well about 14 years later, and I still am not for sure what this dream means. All, I can think of is that my Mom enjoyed going on picnics, so she was letting me know. Something odd has been happening in my present life. Both, a family member , friend and I  with  a certain amount of money is coming into play, one will be getting some money,  another will be getting something paid and another is a debt.