New Years Eve 2019
Stranded
In the evening, a woman was standing outside on the corner waiting for the last bus, but I guess she missed it and now was stranded. Later she was hanging out with an intoxicated, dark- hair guy, who reminded me of one of my brothers. My friends girlfriend, appeared out of nowhere and was going to different city, near St. Andrews. My friends girlfriend was going to hitch a ride from a friend of hers with several kids, so I asked If I could hitch a ride as well and would pay $20 in cash. The kids were hanging out in a hew trailer.
January 1, 2020
Sacrifice
Youngest Brother
My youngest brother and I were in a car together and he was having difficulty finding a job. This man agreed to give him a job, but he didn’t really follow through and my brother didn’t get many hours in the week.
In real life my brother received sponsors to help with mainly street ministry and other projects as well, but the money dried up. SO in this dream, I suggested that he contact his sponsors and ask why they discontinued sponsoring him. An older guy told us that he couldn’t question the sponsors.
Then my brother was going to stay with my Mom (deceased) who lived in the same complex as me, or stay with me for two weeks. I couldn’t handle him for 2 weeks and was hoping he would stay with my Mom instead. I’ve had previous dreams of my Mom’s location before, plus relocating to Virginia. I also wanted to know what Virginia was like as well.
Then I remember being in a a front room with a kid who was about age nine. I guess there family has travelled to several foreign countries. I thought the nine year old wouldn’t appreciate the experiences since he was so young.
January 1, 2020
“Be Still My Soul”
This is not a dream, but came in the way of a “Thought” My Mom would sing part of this song to me, to comfort me while I was healing from relatives abuse.
Bear patiently the cross of grief or pain
Leave to thy God to order and provide
In every change He faithful will remain
Be still my soul thy best, thy heavenly friend
Through thorny ways leads to a joyful end
And all is darkened in the vale of tears
Then shalt thou better know His love His heart
Who comes to soothe thy sorrow and thy fears
Be still my soul the waves and winds shall know
His voice who ruled them while He dwelt below
When we shall be forever with the Lord
When disappointment grief and fear are gone
Sorrow forgot love’s purest joys restored
Be still my soul when change and tears are past
All safe and blessed we shall meet at last
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