“It is A Shame to Die So Young” 2002

Mini-Series of diary 2002 January 27, 2003 I had an upsetting dream about my Mom. It was a sunny day and she was at a park. She was moving around a picnic table and seem to be in her own world.  At a distance ,  I told her that I missed her and wanted to …

God’s Love 2002

Mini-series of diary 2002 January 25, 2003 I attended a past life discussion with Ecknar, a religious group. There were four people presenting the class, and they seemed overly concerned about getting you to come to their church. One woman mention something that I needed to hear. She talked about how one of her friends' …

Awareness-Be Ready to Respond 2002

Mini-series of diary 2002 January 18, 2003 I had my third dream about travelling. I was with my cousin and her family and was sitting in the back seat of their van. We were in West Virginia and  on our way to California, with a stop over in Chicago. My cousin and I were talking …

Past Lives 2002

Mini-Series of 2002 January 8, 2003 (CONT) The only past lives that I recall, all end it death! First, the dream that I am stabbed in the stomach. I did something and thought the other person didn't know, BUT HE DID. (READ ABOUT ME) Second past life, I may have been a Roman.  But I …

The Dead DO Tell Tales! 2002

Mini-Series of diary 2002   January 6, 2003 I had a dream about my deceased Mom(Grandma), who was sick in a big house. My Mom's sister, and another guy were afraid to see her because they thought she was dead. It had been a couple of days, maybe four. So, someone offered said, "I'll go …

Signs 2002

Mini-series of diary 2002 January 3, 2003 I am troubled about the signs regarding my stomach. First,  I had a dream about half of my stomach being removed, then a television show where a woman is in an ambulance and had to have a C-section in order to have her baby. Later, she had to …

Ovary 2002

Mini-diary of 2002 December 31, 2002(CONT) I have a large, ovarian cyst on my right ovary and have been referred to a gynecologist.  Prior to knowing about the cyst, I had a dream that half of my stomach was taken away from me. So, maybe I'll lose one ovary and gain a child. I'm too …

Christmas in Colorado 2002

Mini-series of diary of 2002   December 31, 2002 I just got back yesterday from a Christmas vacation in Colorado. It was a rough holiday with my family. The same cousin who I spent Thanksgiving with told me that she felt my Mom's presence for a week after she passed away. There was a light …

Mom joins us at the Gay 90’s 2002

Mini-Series of diary 2002 December 15, 2002 (CONT) On Friday, a friend of mine and I went to a bar and told him my Mom would have liked the show. I wanted to bring her sometime, but she didn't want to attend. Later, after the show, I cried because I  missed my Mom.  She must …

Black Girl 2002

Mini-Series of  diary of 2002 December 15, 2002 I had a strange dream and slept like a rock. I was walking downtown Minneapolis, but it looked different.  I had been drinking alone and dancing without any shoes at the bar. I thought someone put something in my drink. After I left the bar, I met …