October 6, 2016
This is a series of dreams from a diary I kept in 2002
November 4, 2002
I miss my Mom so much and cry a little each night for her. She feels so far away from me, yet when I suffer at night, I feel her presence in the room. She lets me know she is here by first caressing my hands and then my shoulder, but not sure, window was open. A childhood friend told me that my Mom put her arms around him and gave him a kiss on the cheek. He went to the library and got a bunch of Diana Ross tapes to play, her idol. However, she has not come into any of my dreams. I previously wrote about waking up from sleeping in a hugging position. The only other time is when I woke up hugging my cat DJ and he kind of looked at me strangely(LOL) I wonder if my other cat, Athena knows what is going on. Yesterday, after coming home from going through my deceased Mom’s items and she wanted me to play peak-a-boo with her. I was in bed most of the day and she slept by me. I do not know what we would do without each other.
October 6, 2016
Cats are so comforting and they know when their owner is not up to par.